Sunday, 10 June 2018

Evil in me

In a celebrated speech, the former President of the US, Ronald Reagan, described the then USSR as the "empire of evil." How uncomplicated life would be if evil could be thus geographically confined. I see the ISIS, and then say these are the evil guys. I see the terrorists who kill innocent guys, and then say these terrorists are the evil ones. Or we may think about Hitler’s massacre of six million Jews, or Stalin's atrocities in former USSR. Evil, most of us think, is out there. True. Shakespeare's words are true, "The evil men do lives after them." But what about the evil that is within us? I have no power over evil, except that which I have in myself. For evil to triumph, it is enough that good men and women do nothing. Too many people look the other way. The poet W.B. Yeats describes, "The best lack all conviction, while the worst are full of passionate intensity."

When we think that evil is outside there, then we want to destroy it out there. I want to destroy the ISIS. I want to change the terrorists. I want to convert the fundamentalists. I even feel anger or hate against them. But we forget the truth that we are part of the evil that we are fighting against. I need to deal the evil and the violence that is within me, first and foremost. Otherwise how will I be able to deal with the evil outside of me? How can I wage a war against war? Can I use violence against violence? Can I use blood to wash away blood?

As Christians we must first see in ourselves what we see in others: good and bad. If we hate it over there and and not in ourselves, we become self-righteous. The inner movement is to recognize the sinner in ourselves and to forgive ourselves for our sin. This does mean that we recognize our sin as sin, we see its evil and its damage, and we want to change. We don't stand apart from anybody else, or above or in judgment of anybody else. We all share the divine image, which is also to honour the good in both myself and in the would-be opponent.

Our evil may not be newsworthy but nonetheless deadly. I can see the same violence that I see in others also in me. Am I not using the same standard as ISIS or other groups are using, if I want to "destroy" whatever small in the other? Only when we are willing repeatedly to confess that we too have dirty hands, even when we work for peace, can we fully understand the hard task of peacemaking. Etty Hillesum beautifully writes, "Each of us must destroy in oneself all that we think we ought to destroy in others. Every atom of hate that we add to this world makes it still more inhospitable." We love by letting go. To truly love God in the world, we need to let go of our anger and violence however small it may be. The Psalmist speaks for all of us: "If you, O Lord, should mark our guilt, Lord, who would survive? But with you is found forgiveness: For this we revere you."

Saturday, 9 June 2018

A Pondering Heart

As we attentively read the gospel reading for the feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary (Luke 2:41-51), we see that Mother Mary's heart was a pondering heart. Even when she does not understand many things (during the Birth of Jesus or when Jesus is lost and found), she holds (keeps) them in her heart and “ponders” over them. In fact, the Lucan gospel reports, “Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart” (Luke 2:19) and once again, almost repeating the previous verse, Luke states, she treasured all these things in her heart” (Luke 2:51).

Pondering is holding things in one’s heart; it is standing before “life’s great mysteries the way Mary stood before the various events of Jesus’ life, including the way she stood under the cross.” Mary stands at the foot of the cross, accepting the reality of her Son who has become a “criminal,” a “sinner.” Mary does not abandon her criminal, divine son; she does not expect a premature closure of this paradox. “When Mary stands under the cross of Jesus and watches him die—and there is absolutely nothing she can do to save him or even to protest his innocence and goodness—she is pondering in the biblical sense.” As at Nativity, also at the foot of the cross she wonders, ponders amidst heightened suffering. She does not curse God, she does not give up hope. The answer will come one day. She holds the contradiction of her son in incredible tension. Her suffering heart, “pierced by the sword,” holds the irreconcilable elements in creative tension, hoping that out of this tension will be born (created) an answer that she herself cannot author, a resolution that will be given (created) from above. As Ronald Rolheiser puts it, “The type of mysticism that we most need today to revitalize our faith is precisely this kind of pondering, a willingness to carry tension as Mary did.”

Do you have any confusion in your lives now? Anything that is not going according to plan? Treasure them in your heart. Ponder over them. The deeper meaning of those things will be born only later, if you allow it. God has a plan for you; He has a message through every event that is happening to you right now, right here. You will be able to find Him, His love amidst confusion and darkness. This is faith, hope and love given you in a single snapshot. Are you ready for it?

Friday, 8 June 2018

Interconnected in Love


Yesterday we reflected on the greatest commandment of love, and today we celebrate the feast of God's love, the Sacred Heart of Jesus. God Himself is love. God is relationship.

We are created in God's image. If God is love itself (relationship), then we too are love (we too are relationships). We really were made for love, and outside of it we die very quickly. We can live only in relationship, otherwise we die (if not physically, we die psychologically).

When we look at the image of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, we see his heart is out in front. Maybe it's terrible art, but it's great theology. Jesus' heart is given to us, his love is out in front. He wants to connect to us in love... his heart burning and yearning for us always. We humans need to be connected, and even wear our hearts on the sleeves.

Not just us humans, all things in the universe are interrelated beyond comparison. "The universe is a continuous web. Touch it at any point and the whole web quivers." Everything is radically interconnected to everything else. To tell the story of anything you need to tell the story of everything. We  humans are nothing but earth that is aware. We are universe that is conscious. So we are not merely DUST, but we are also STAR DUST. We came not just from the monkeys or the fish, but from the STARS.

If we are so intimately connected to each other in the universe, each and every part is important. Everything has its place. We need each other, and every being in the universe. We need all the parts: both good and bad, beautiful and ugly, talented and not-so-talented, positive and negative. In God's reign everything belongs, even the broken and poor parts. The cross becomes a beautiful symbol of reconciling and uniting all things, even the opposites. Jesus takes our sinfulness; he gives himself completely. Blood and water flow out of his heart for our salvation (John 19:31-37). Jesus thus becomes the Sacrament of God's unfailing and unconditional love. Out of his broken side, Jesus the New Adam gives birth to the New Eve, the Church and all of us.

Thursday, 7 June 2018

Just you

Loving God and loving others as oneself are not two commandments, but one (Mark 12:28-34). Loving oneself and loving others/God is one and the same movement. The more I love God the more I love myself and others. Love is all that counts and matters both in time and in eternity. We will be judged by love alone.

Discovering God and discovering myself (read as my True Self): they are one and the same. We know and accept ourselves in the very same movement in which we're knowing and accepting God; in surrendering to God, we simultaneously accept our best and fullest self. But how do I know God? How do I discover Him? God refuses to be known except by love. He is a Person to be loved, enjoyed, and imitated, which ironically ends up being its own new kind of knowing. This is absolutely central and pivotal. Thus discovering God is equal to loving Him.

We may therefore say that there is only one problem on which all my existence, my peace and my happiness depend: to discover myself in discovering God. If I find Him I will find myself, and if I find my True Self I will find my truest God. Finding God and finding our True Self—which is letting go of our false self—are finally the same thing.

In the eternal scheme of things, we discover that all God wants from you is "you." It's just so humbling, because it always feels like not enough, doesn't it? You think you need to be a little better, a little holier, a little worthier, a little fairer, a little thinner, a little more beautiful, a little more wealthier but not this "actual one" that you are now. You always want to be someone else. You want to be a Mother Teresa or a Deepika Padukone or a Virat Kohli or a Mahatma Gandhi. Even children are asked, "What do you want to become in the future?" They are given the complex that they are not enough, the present time is not good enough.

The closer you get to God, you realize that God only wants "you." Nothing more, nothing less. As Oscar Wilde says, "Be yourself; everyone else is already taken." Each of us is our own beauty, a freely-created, grace-sculpted beauty. Perhaps a tragic beauty: a mix of good and bad, beauty and terror, holiness and horror. But God precisely wants this you, this onewith its complex, confused mix. He loves this "you" in this form. He doesn't want anything else from you, any other "you." Just you. Just this. He loves (accepts) you as you are.

God does not love you because you are good. God loves you because God is good.

Will you trust in this God of yours who wants nothing else but you? And all of you. If God can receive you, who are you to not receive yourselfwith faults and all? To accept that you are accepted, and live likewise.... That's your task today.

Wednesday, 6 June 2018

Participating in the Mystery of God

In the Gospel passage of Mark 12:18-27 (see also Luke 20:27-40), the Sadducees bring in a fantastic story of seven brothers and their wife to Jesus. "Whose wife will she be?," they ask him. They want to trap Jesus, and discredit him. But above all, they want to discredit or disapprove resurrection. The Sadducees were wealthy materialists, they did not believe in resurrection. They were so happy in this material world, they denied a spiritual world or an after-life.

Jesus' answer to them is so refreshing, and eye-opening. He asks them to stop seeing heaven with materialistic, earthly eyes; but to see even this material universe with heavenly, spiritual eyes. The universe is not inert, but is “inspirited matter.” The universe is composed of subjects to be communed with, not objects to be exploited. Jesus says, "God is not God of the dead, but of the living. For God all things in this universe are alive." It is not a dead universe that we are living in. The physical structure of this universe is love.

Jesus, in this context, also tells the Sadducees, "You neither know Scriptures nor the power of God." Are we drawing new power and new life from the gospel? Or is the above statement applicable also to us? Our belief in God will be concretely "seen" in our daily lives, if we allow it. The Holy Spirit is creatively at work in this moment urging us to become a new kind of human being such as the world has rarely seen before. Do we believe in this power of God, who is active beyond our imagination? Do we understand the gospel and the Scriptures expressing this same power of God? Do I read and meditate the Word of God? Do I observe and contemplate the material universe expressing God's love to us? Very often, I'm afraid, we believe in a "dead" God, or a God though alive who is not powerful enough. Or we may believe like the ancients that He needs a lot of coaxing and novenas from our part... lots of recited mantras and candles to make Him work.

God is not outside of this universe. He is not out there. He is inside of us, already working powerfully. The Creator is not completely different from his creation; He resides within it. If we're completely different than God, then there will be an impassable gulf between us. We can't know something that's totally different than we are; the idea of such a remote God should be broken. We actually participate in the very mystery of God—who is the Trinity. The indwelling presence of the Spirit within us (Antaryamin) already knows God, already loves God, and is already in love with God. There's nothing we can add to or subtract from this! All we can do is jump on this train, which is already moving. This is true prayer. True prayer is not appeasing a remote, unconcerned God to work, but is seconding the motion—accepting God's work inside of us. True prayer, therefore, is to merely "participate" in this mystery. Aren't we lucky?

Tuesday, 5 June 2018

Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar

Jesus in the passage of Mark 12:13-17 says, "Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, and give to God what belongs to God." He doesn't advocate a division of time and energies into half: half for the government and society (Caesar), and the rest half for the Kingdom (God). But the Kingdom demands all your energy, and all your time. It will ask everything of you, but it will also give everything to you. And within it, you will be able to give your due to God, and your due to your family, to your society, to the goverment: pay taxes, obey the rules and regulations, etc., unless they are unjust and ungodly (against God).

But some of us may even interpret the words, "Give to Caesar..." as that we should go along with the system and the establishment whatsoever. That is not the case. We've tended to soften Jesus' conflict with the system ever since we became a Church of the establishment, with Emperor Constantine accepting the Christian faith in the year 313. Constantine thought he was doing a favour to Christianity, partially yes. But that can be considered the single most unfortunate event in the history of Christianity. With the Edict of Milan or the Constantinian Revolution, the Church changed dramatically and changed sides dramatically. Up until that time the Church was by and large of the underclass. It had identified itself with the poor, oppressed, those on the margins. The Church itself was still being oppressed and Christians were being thrown to the lions. It was literally underground, in the catacombs. But with Constantine's conversion and promulgation of Christianity as the state religion, we Christians moved from the bottom of the society to the top, and we conveniently forgot Jesus' confrontation with the establishment. We became the establishment. Clear teaching on issues of greed, powerlessness, nonviolence, non-control and simplicity moved to the sidelines, if not actually countermanded.

Jesus was anti-system, anti-establishment especially if it were unjust or self-serving: if it did not serve God. He was friend of sinners, tax collectors, and prostitutes. He even "broke" the Sabbath laws. Jesus intended for us to take the low road, to operate from the minority position, from an inferior position. Because within a system, the daring search for God—the common character of all religion—is replaced with the search for personal certitude and control.

As long as the Church was underground in some sense, as long as we operated from a minority position, we had greater access to the truth, to the gospel, to Jesus. But in our time we have to find our way to disestablish ourselves, to "reach out" to others and go to the fringes of society. We have found ways to appease our conscience: to launch evening schools and some social intervention programmes for the poor. We spend 95% of time and energy for the day schools, and 5% of our time and energy for the night and evening schools. We also serve the poor. We are happy to remain in our comfort zones 95 or 99% of the time. We don't want any truth outside our comfort zones. We want the status quo, and let us "if possible" serve the Kingdom...but it had better be within our schedule and comfort.

Even our language has changed into success and efficiency and achievements. We "do" God's work, in our way: the way we plan... We are in control. We put our talents, our money, use our power, and only then think of God. But being a servant of the Kingdom would mean losing control to God. Allowing God and surrendering to His plans, not our own. The gospel always keeps us as seekers, in a state of longing and thirsting for God. Grace creates a void in us, and only grace can fill this void. The gospel always "kicks" us out of our comfort zones.

[Richard Rohr, with John Bookser Feister, Jesus' Plan for a New World: The Sermon on the Mount (Cincinnati, Ohio: St. Anthony Messenger Press, 1996), 53-54.]

New Heaven and New Earth

Heaven is not a place. It is a state of life. It is attained here and now, or rather heaven begins right here, right now with your consent. So heaven is not a place to reach when you die; but it is a state of life which begins now, and enjoyed fully at the revealing of your new life. That’s why St Catherine of Siena says, “It is heaven all the way to heaven, and it is hell all the way to hell.” Heaven is nothing but the discovery or recovery of God’s union; whereas the hell is the loss of such a union. Mind you, the Church does not talk about hell, it talks only about heaven. (Perhaps we need to stop talking of heaven and hell as “places,” and certainly discontinue the wrong idea of a punishing God who sends souls to hell so that He can be a villain-like hero who has defeated his enemies, and rejoices in the downfall of the cruel and wicked ones—to be burnt in eternal fire.) Moreover, heaven is more about the present than about the future. Or more properly, heaven is “already” but “not yet” completely experienced.

The second letter of St Peter talks of the new heaven and the new earth as God’s unfailing promise (2 Peter 3:12-18). Heaven and earth will be renewed. Not in the future. But now, right here on earth. Wherever there is justice and mercy, there is heaven. Wherever there is love and sacrifice, there is heaven. Whenever we try to bring God’s message of peace and love, then we have heaven.

No one is in heaven unless he or she wants to be, and all are in heaven as soon as the live in union. So our life is all about practising heaven for heaven. We practise heaven by choosing union freely now. Heaven thus is the state of union both here and later. That is why we pray in the Our Father: Your Kingdom come on earth as in heaven. As above, so below. As now, so later.

This earth hides heaven. The present time hides heaven. But also, the earth reveals heaven, and this time reveals heaven. The particular is the way to the general. The concrete is the way to the universal. This reality given to us is that which both hides and reveals the eternal happiness of heaven. We need eyes of faith, and arms of love to create heaven on this earth. Let us not wait for heaven, and let us not miss heaven which is happening right here, right now.

Monday, 4 June 2018

God's Chosen Vineyard

The best way to describe God (and our relationship with Him) is to use pictures, poems, parables, and paintings. As we absorb the images of today's gospel passage (Mark 12:1-12), let us know that God tenderly loves us, protects us, cares for us. We are God's chosen vineyard. That is, we are God's beloved ones, chosen ones.

Ultimately, all religious language and all of religion is a "metaphor." (To carry a meaning across.) But have we taken religion so seriously that we have missed God himself? Have we been so caught up with the rules and commandments of religion that we have missed the tender love of God? Religion's basic purpose is to proclaim God's love, isn't it?

We seem to have exchanged faith for certainties. We have stopped enjoying God or feeling His goodness, and have been involved in ascertaining doctrines, rules and regulations. We have often demanded mental agreement instead of any inner experience of the mystery revealed. We have often made religion into rationally proving or disproving things, or merely believing or disbelieving things in our head. It is often easier for people to believe things, or even to be moral, than to go on such full and risk journeys. Pope Francis writes, "Some persons approach Jesus deviously, with the idea of 'testing' him to see whether his teaching is coherent with his action or whether cracks can be found in it which will allow religious devotion to remain a profitable business. Such persons seek to exchange faith for security, hope for possessions, love for self-interest."  

Let our stories and poems of God abound. Let doctrines of certainties, securities and insurances take a back seat, at least for a while. (Religion is not an insurance policy.) Let us experience God, let us enjoy Him today. Let us "feel" His ever present tender love.

Sunday, 3 June 2018

Real Presence

God is present always and everywhere. That is what we try to teach in our Catholic Catechism: "Where is God? - God is everywhere." But why then the Catholic insistence on the Real Presence of Jesus in the bread and the wine in the Eucharist (or the Communion)? If God is truly and truly present in history, in the universe, in all people--whether good or bad, in His Church, in all the cultures and religions, in all groups and in all actions, why should we speak of Real Presence?

Real Presence is not the magical appearance of Jesus into the elemental species of bread and wine. But it is the celebration of the mystery of his presence; it is about the sacramental and concrete involvement of our Lord. He is actively, deeply and totally involved in our lives here and now. That is the meaning of a sacrament. The basic "sacramental principle" is this: we can know spiritual things through the physical world and bodily actions. The finite manifests the infinite, and the physical is the doorway to the the spiritual. In other words, all you need is right here and right now--in this world. This is the way to that! Heaven includes earth.

Real Presence is not merely about Jesus' sacramental presence: mere belief in this doctrine may not change my life, may not influence my own life or others' lives. But Real Presence is also about my presence to God, my availability to God, my free response to Him; and also eventually my presence to others all around me. This could change my life, and even change others' lives.

Worshipping the Real Presence--that easy! But being present to the One who is always and everywhere present--that's not easy! Such an effort can make my life meaningful and purposeful. In fact, we can say that unless we are present before the Presence, there is no Real Presence for us. God is objectively in communion with us, but do we subjectively realize it? If yes, the whole cosmos turns into a Sacrament--full of His Real Presence. Not magic, but mystery. Not magic, but real.

To be really present to someone, I can't do it with my mind alone... My body, my mind and my heart: all have to come together. Today, at least for a few moments, can I give my full attention to someone, to something (a flower or an animal), to my breath, or to some pain that I carry now?

Saturday, 2 June 2018

Kingdom Authority

Jesus is questioned by the chief priests and elders in the Temple, "By what authority do you act?" (Mark 11:27-33). But Jesus asks them back a question, "By what authority did John the Baptist act?" The temple priests are not ready to answer. They are opportunists.

When you ask questions, you need to be open to the truth. Or are you afraid that you may get the correct answer? All depends on your openness. Truth could become a victim to our power-games (politics), selfishness, etc. How often have we been like those temple priests who dared to question, but didn't have the courage to face the answer (truth)?

Jesus was asked by outer authority. Authority is more about authenticity and truth, than mere power or control. Authority without authenticity is manipulation. Jesus seems to say that both inner conviction born of authenticity and outer authority need to go hand in hand. We ourselves have seen how much harm being done by power-politics which has no responsibility or commitment towards truth.

The core of authority should be truth, and also love. We need both power and love. Power apart from love leads to brutality; but love that does not engage with power is mere sentimentality. A lot of Christians today are still trapped in one or the other. Can we today, like Jesus, put both power and truth (both power and love) together? He had the courage and power to stand up to the petty politics that the temple priests were playing, but he also had the inner authenticity and true love for his people.... That's why we see him in the temple premises teaching and interacting with people. That's the Kingdom authority that is preached by Jesus.

Friday, 1 June 2018

In season and out of season

Jesus seems to be in a punitive (punishing), violent mood: he curses a fig tree and then drives away those doing business in the Temple premises (Mark 11:11-26). He wants us to produce fruits in season and out of season. I am asked to do good even out of season. I am asked to do good even when others do not provide the "goodness context." To do good to those who harm us. That is what Jesus reiterates when he says, "When you stand in prayer, forgive whatever you have against anybody." (Mark 11:25).

Our task is not merely to forgive “the Jews” and “the Romans.” It maybe even easy to forgive the military regime or the fundamentalist government or the corrupt politicians and officials whom we may encounter every day. It may be easy to forgive this or that Prime Minister or Chief Minister or District Administrator. We may expect them to be cruel, so it might be even easier to forgive. But to forgive my own dear ones in the family or my own confreres in the community, that is not easy. That might be the most difficult task that the Lord may be asking from me just now. We may even think: I have done so much for this person, but she has done this or that harm to me. Time and again this or that person is disobedient, rebellious, even unfaithful and betrayed me. To forgive him or her is certainly difficult, almost impossible. Yet this is exactly what we are called to do: Forgive him from the heart. Forgive him again and again. Forgive everything, everyone, every time. That’s a tall order! Not seven times, but seventy times seven. An incredibly (almost) impossible tall order!

My abusive or alcoholic parents, my greedy siblings and relatives, my dominating superiors, my nagging friends and companions, my imperfect relatives and family members, my insensitive and complaining companions, my impious parishioners, my fault-finding neighbours, my rebellious children, my parochial and racist thinking country men and women, and the list is unending. I am called to forgive all of them from my heart. Indeed, a very difficult task!

Do you know what is even harder to forgive? It is often the petty things, the accumulating resentments. The little things we know about another person; how they sort of did us wrong yesterday. Though they may not be serious issues but the ego loves to grab onto those; they build up on the psyche like a repettitive stress injury. I think that in many ways, it is much harder to let go of these micro-offenses, precisely because they are so tiny. And so we unconsciously hoard them, and they clog us up.

Perhaps by starting to forgive, I can battle my own hypocritical behaviours. I can start practising what I preach every day. When I start doing this, I realise that I am not loving very well. I am meeting only my needs, which is nothing but “co-dependency.” This kind of love is impure and self-seeking. Perhaps a lot of what we call love today is not love at all.

Loving and forgiving: they are practically the same. To love others is to forgive others. Jesus does not merely preach on forgiveness and loving our enemies, but he demonstrates it even when it is most difficult, even while dying: on the cross. We need to die to our false selves (egos), if we wish to love others, if we wish to forgive others.

When I stand in prayer today, when I sit or kneel for my prayer today, I will try to forgive all those people who have hurt me. I shall try to embrace them in my prayer.

Thursday, 31 May 2018

Love is the first evangelization

Evangelization or missionary work is not about carrying God to places where He is not there. Because that is impossible. God is everywhere, He is present always everywhere. It is not even about carrying good things to others. It is also not about changing other people—with our ideas. No. Otherwise that would become colonialism and superiority.

Missionary work is not primarily a “work.” It is a response to God and His love. It is response to God’s love, who is always first, who is always and everywhere present. Therefore, love is the first evangelization.

Missionary work, then, is nothing but witnessing to God’s unconditional and unfailing love. Pope Paul VI once said: “Modern person listens more willingly to witnesses than to teachers.” Pope Francis loves that phrase, and it is precisely because of his powerful witness, in both word and deed, that we listen so willingly to him.

I think of evangelization as the great duty of Christian witness. Only Christian love can change hearts, not weapons, not threats, and not the media.

It is love that prepares the way for the announcement of the Gospel. And the love is the message. Love is not only the source and the end, it is also the means. When love is true, it stirs a response of greater love. We need to learn this art of loving, to inspire love in others by our love.

Mother Mary becomes our enduring model of evangelization. As in the Visitation, Mary carries Christ to Elizabeth, but it is Elizabeth that blesses Mary. The Other is my blessing. The poor, the young, the downtrodden, those living on the margins of society... they all are my blessing. “Blessed are the poor.” And Jesus did not say, “Blessed are those who care for the poor.” Unless I become one among the poor, one among the marginalized, I don’t get my blessing. It is they who bless me. I may give Christ to them, but eventually it is they who will save me.

The fire of the burning bush has to burn inside of us, and eventually through us. Transformed people transform people. Transformed people transform the world. Transformed people become agents and catalysts of the fire of love. Our duty is not of "doing" something, but of "being" a Tabernacle like Mary. Our duty is one of allowing the flow of love. Jesus’ actions flowed from his interior communion with God. His presence itself was healing, and it changed the world. In a sense he didn’t do anything! “Everyone who touched him was healed” (Mark 6:56). Flowing people heal just by being there.

Sunday, 27 May 2018

God is Dynamism Itself

Today we celebrate Trinity Sunday. Our God is a Family, a Community. God is Relationship itself. God is Inter-relatedness, Intrinsic Inter-connectedness. God is not a static idea, but He is dynamic person/being, He is dynamism itself. In fact, He is a Trinity of Three Persons. This is what we are going to celebrate today in the mystery of Trinity: One God Three Persons. Every prayer starts and ends with the invocation of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, to remind us that God is for us, not against us (Father), God is with us, Emmanuel (Christ), and God is within us, Antaryamin (Spirit).

When we say God is Trinity, we mean, “God is love.” Totally and absolutely love. Only love. There is no evil in God, no revengeful attitudes or anger, no pettiness of mind but only a large-heartedness that we call unconditional love, unfailing love. God does not love us because we are good; but God loves us because God is good, God is love itself.

Meister Eckhart, the fourteenth-century German Dominican mystic puts it wonderfully:
Do you want to know
what goes on in the core of the Trinity?
I will tell you.
In the core of the Trinity
the Father laughs
and gives birth to the Son.
The Son laughs back at the Father
and gives birth to the Spirit.
The whole Trinity laughs
and gives birth to us.

We therefore are called to love, love like God himself. We are the "Fourth Person" of the Trinity. We are called to create families and communities like God himself, based on love. Let us entrust ourselves to God, to love and to His loving designs. Love and forgiveness are the only ways to establish communities in the world. Because forgiveness is the love practised among imperfect people like us.

Monday, 11 December 2017

Just for Today

Just for today, I will try to live through this day only,
and not tackle my whole life problem at once.
I can do something for twelve hours
that would appall me if I felt that I had to keep it up for a lifetime.

Just for today, I will be happy.
This assumes to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, that
"most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be."

Just for today, I will try to strengthen my mind.
I will study. I will learn something useful.
I will not be a mental loafer.
I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.

Just for today, I will adjust myself to what is,
and not try to adjust everything to my own desires.
I will take my "luck" as it comes, and fit myself to it.

Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three
ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and
not get found out. I will do at least two
things I don't want to--just for exercise.
I will not show anyone that my feelings are
hurt; they may be hurt, but today I will not show it.

Just for today, I will be agreeable.
I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, talk low, 
act courteously, criticize not one bit, not find fault with anything 
and not try to improve or regulate anybody except myself.

Just for today, I will have a program.
I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it.
I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision.

Just for today, I will have a quiet half hour all
by myself, and relax. 
During this half hour,
sometime, I will try to get a better perspective of my life.

Just for today, I will be unafraid.
Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful,
and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me.

- Kenneth Holmes.

Thursday, 30 November 2017

Reconciling the Opposites

The story of Noah and the Flood and the Ark (Genesis 6-8) is not a cute children’s story merely. It is a story for the adults mainly. God tells Noah to bring into the Ark all the opposites: the wild and the domestic, the crawling and the flying, the clean and the unclean, the male and the female of each animal, and locks them together inside the ark. God puts all the natural animosities, all the opposites together, and holds them in one place. This is about balancing the opposites. How important that is in our lives! But this story is also about “holding” things even when they do not make sense.

Mother Mary is a beautiful example of this practice. Even when she does not understand many things (during the Birth of Jesus or when Jesus is lost and found), she holds (keeps) them in her heart and ponders over them. In fact, the Bible says, “Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart” (Luke 2:19) and once again, almost repeating the previous verse, “she treasured all these things in her heart” (Luke 2:51). So the story of Noah is not about God punishing “bad” people, but it is about us: that we need to befriend all the opposites that we encounter in our lives. Like Mary we could treasure and ponder in our heart all the contradictions that come our way, and one day we may know why all “those things” good and bad happened to us.

Therefore, when Jesus asks, “Love your enemies” (Matthew 5:44), it is about befriending our enemies both outside ourselves and inside ourselves. We are called to accept those people whom we don’t like; to accept people who are different from us. Similarly, we are also called to befriend our inner enemies of anger, resentment, vengeance, greed, hatred, selfishness, restlessness, violence, irritations, disrespect, emotional chaos, bitterness, cynicism, impatience, etc. That’s when we can fulfill Isaiah’s prophecy: “The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them. The cow will feed with the bear, their young will lie down together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox. The infant will play near the cobra’s den, and the young child will put its hand into the viper’s nest” (Isaiah 11:6-9).

Whether it is the story of Noah or the life of Mary or the life of Jesus Christ, each of them is an invitation to us to expand our hearts. And that we may hold and even treasure in our hearts not just the good things but also all the opposites (light and darkness, good and bad, right and wrong, likes and dislikes, virtues and vices, positives and negatives) that we experience in our lives. Ultimately, it is love that can reconcile opposites. It is God’s love that can unite and reconcile everything in the world and in our hearts; it is God and His love that can help us accept, own, integrate and reconcile all the shadows.

(Inspired by Fr Richard Rohr OFM’s meditation on Forgiveness, August 30, 2017 .)

Monday, 27 November 2017

Relationship, Love, Mystery

When you submit to love, you lose control.
In relationships you always lose control.
If prayer is relationship you always lose control, you become passive.
When you even skim the edges of relationship, you submit to mystery and lose control.
Mystery isn’t something that you cannot understand—it is something you can endlessly understand!
If you have control over your relationship, then it is not friendship or marriage, it would be abuse, it might even be rape.
Love is not love if I don’t lose control, give the reins to the other person.
Marriage or friendship or intimacy would be so much easier if there wasn’t another person involved, but then it would be meaningless, too.
When and if you love, you lose control.
Without love and relationships, life has no colours, and no meaning.
In the beginning was the Relationship. God is Relationship. God is Community. God is Love.

(Thanks to William Paul Young and Richard Rohr.)

Sunday, 26 November 2017

Digital Authenticity

We carry our obstacles in our pockets now, vibrating and notifying and emoji-ing us about everything and nothing. And let’s be honest: most of our digital and personal conversation is about nothing. Nothing that matters, nothing that lasts, nothing that’s real. We think and talk about the same things again and again, like a broken record. We do everything possible to avoid being in the present, and even “kill” the presence by means of more and more entertainment, more and more highly excitable and sensational stuff. We need always something that entertains us, that excites us more and more because being in the present is boring.

Even the videos that we share and the picture-quotes that we share have to excite us on the sense level. (I’m not talking of pornography, mind you.) We are not worried about the truth. Remember how we shared the news about Fr Tom’s crucifixion, the sudden death of Jackie Chan or other celebrities… we don’t know what is true, what is false. Our television channels keep bombarding the news that are negative (sometimes only negative), sensational, and their business seems to concentrate on all the “bad” news in the world, and also gossips about movie stars and sportspersons.

It’s amazing that we have enough and more time for WhatsApp, Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, and all social networking. At our dining tables, we give more attention to the messages received than to enjoying the food at hand or in our mouth.

We even have stopped eating broilers… we keep changing our diets according to the whims and fancies of our WhatsApp groups. Fruits before or after the meal? How many litres of water? Let’s not deny the positives of all these… but are we paying a high price for these? Someone said he even stopped reading books, there is enough and more stuff on WhatsApp. Wow.

We have become restless. We don’t know when and how to end a digital conversation. Ok. Ok. Thanks. Welcome. Ok. Ok. Then the emoticons… then…. Endless almost.

Superstitions galore. Please pass this message to at least 20 more idiots, otherwise something bad will befall you. The black cat era has not passed yet.

If some of us can be blamed for gossip, I think almost all of us can be blamed for “detraction.” If gossip is about falsity and evil, detraction is about spreading evil though it’s true. Do you know what…?

We feel in ourselves the compulsion to answer each and every damn thing. Otherwise what will they feel? When were we so needy for love and attention?

Haven’t we become more ego-centric? Hasn’t the already fragmented consciousness breaking up even more? We are easily distracted. We boast ourselves with our capacities for multi-tasking. What does it mean? We are not able to do one thing properly, are we? Even our meetings (especially the boring ones) warrant our cell phones out… “I’d better reply some messages now, and thus use my time!” And this is no laughing stock!

Aren’t we like Martha “distracted” with all our serving? We are serving the Lord, but we are distracted.

Martha is doing the reasonable, hospitable thing—rushing around, fixing, preparing, and as the text brilliantly says, “distracted with all the serving” (Lk 10:40).

Martha was everything good and right, but one thing she was not. She was not present—most likely, she was not present to herself, she was not present to her own feelings of resentment, perhaps her own martyr complex, her need to be needed. This is the kind of goodness that does no good! If she was not present to herself, Martha could not be present to her guests in any healing way, and spiritually speaking, she could not even be present to God. Presence is of one piece. How you are present to anything is how you are present to everything. How you are present to anything is how you are present to God, loved ones, strangers, those who are suffering.

Unless you are present to yourself, you can’t be present to others, or to God.

Jesus, in the same passage of Martha and Mary, doesn’t lose the occasion to affirm Mary, “who sat at his feet listening to him speak” (Luke 10: 39). Mary knows how to be present to him and, presumably, to herself. She understands the one thing that makes all other things happen at a deeper and healing level. Prayer is not one of the ten thousand things, but it is the one thing necessary to see all those ten thousand things. It is the presence that is needed to live those ten thousand things in a healing way.

(Expanded from Richard Rohr’s Daily Meditations on “Living in the Now.”)

Saturday, 25 November 2017

Monkey Mind

"I can’t escape my monkey mind even on retreat. Daily contemplative prayer is crucial to helping me live in the now. It takes constant intention and practice to remain open, receptive, and awake to the moment. We live in a time with more easily available obstacles to presence than any other period in history. We carry our obstacles in our pockets now, vibrating and notifying and emoji-ing us about everything and nothing. And let’s be honest: most of our digital and personal conversation is about nothing. Nothing that matters, nothing that lasts, nothing that’s real. We think and talk about the same things again and again, like a broken record. Pretty soon we realize we’ve frittered away years of our life, and it is the only life we have." (Richard Rohr, "Living in the Now: Practicing Presence," Daily meditation of Friday, November 24, 2017.)

Unless I am present to myself, I can't be present to others or to God. Unless I'm present to myself, I can't realise that God is not out there, but God is in here: He is right here right now. All that I need is right here right now. The only way to access these is to be present here, to be present now, to be present to myself. I know the hardest place to be is to be here, the hardest time to live through is right now right here. Unless I am present to myself here and now, I can't be present in a healing way to others. In discovering myself, I discover God. In discovering God, I discover myself and my communion with others.

Monday, 20 November 2017

Here and Now

Living in the present moment, here and now. That's spirituality. The patterns of resistance and ego-centredness do arise when you sit now, when you are present here. To be in the present moment is a boring thing.  The mind moves forward or backward: either to future to plan or worry about things, or to replay the past. Jesus asks not to worry about times and seasons, not to worry about past or future. He asks us to forgive the past, and not worry about tomorrow. Not even to worry about food or drink or clothing. God's kingdom is not a matter of food and drink, of clothing and shelter. Jesus asks us not to worry or fret or be anxious about anything or anyone or any "time." The Lord reveals himself in the present; only in the here and now we will know that we are already in union. So the spirituality about the here and now is about living the union with God just now just here. All that we need now is here, all that we need for here is available just now. God is available just here just now. He is present. The boundaries around the present keep increasing and the peace too increases. The past and the future don't matter. No boundaries in space and time are needed to experience God. To lose yourself into this present moment, and waste your time into this present moment is the key to living here and now with God. That lonely, deserted place, where you don't expect anything for your past or future is that place you need to arrive at. That place is here just now. Always in the now. And that is the hardest place to be, the hardest period of time (point) to be conscious of. This is the moment where the point or spark of nothingness is revealed (of which Thomas Merton is speaking).

Spirituality is about seeing

"Lord, let me see." Isn't that a beautiful prayer? Yes. Prayer is not one of the ten thousand things. It's that by which we see those ten thousand things. In prayer we see all things in a new light. (Richard Rohr, Everything Belongs, 93.) Spirituality, therefore, is about seeing. It's not about earning or achieving. It's about relationship rather than results or requirements. Once you see, the rest follows. (Rohr, Everything Belongs, 33.)

Friday, 17 November 2017

Love is Your True Self

The love in you—which is the Spirit in you—always somehow says yes. Love is not something you do; love is someone you are. It is your True Self. Love is where you came from and love is where you're going. It's not something you can buy. It's not something you can attain. It is the presence of God within you, called the Holy Spirit, who is uncreated grace.

You can't manufacture this by any right conduct. You can't make God love you one ounce more than God already loves you right now.

You can't.

You can go to church every day for the rest of your life. God isn't going to love you any more than God loves you right now. You cannot make God love you any less, either—not an ounce less. Do the most terrible thing—steal and pillage, cheat and lie—and God wouldn't love you less. You cannot change the Divine mind about you! The flow of divine love is constant, total, and 100 percent towards your life. God is for you.

We can't diminish God's love for us. What we can do, however, is learn how to believe it, receive it, trust it, allow it, and celebrate it, accepting Trinity's whirling invitation to join in the cosmic dance.

That's why all spirituality comes down to how you're doing life right now.

How you're doing right now is a microcosm of the whole of your life.

How you do anything is how you do everything.

Richard Rohr, The Divine Dance: The Trinity and Your Transformation (London: SPCK, 2016), 193, slightly edited.

Tuesday, 7 November 2017

At the Margins

Those who are marginal in the world are central in the Church (or that's how it is supposed to be). Going to the margins revitalizes the Church. We thus find ourselves going to the edge, going to the bottom, going to those who are excluded at the margins. This is to imitate our Master who is constantly going to the lepers and those whom society labels "sinners." The Church will always be renewed when our attention shifts from ourselves to those who need our care. If we go out to the edges, to the poor, then we discover that petty disagreements, fruitless debates and paralysing rivalries will eventually recede and gradually vanish. The most remarkable experience of those who work with the marginalized and the poor is that, in the end, the blessings flow through the poor; and the poor are those who give more than they receive. The poor give food to us. "Blessed are the poor." (See Henri Nouwen, Bread for the Journey, Nov 1; see also Richard Rohr, The Divine Dance, 133.)

Saturday, 4 November 2017

Humility and Honesty

Humility is the mother of all virtues; it is mother of all growth. To be humble is to be honest. Humility and honesty are essentially the same thing. One who is humble is brutally honest about oneself and is open to truth. Only those who are humble and honest can grow in truth. Without these two qualities, we don't grow. The only honest response to life is a humble one. Our growth, in other words, is by a letting-go. It is accomplished by the release of our current defense postures, by the letting go of fear and our attachment to self-image. Thus, we grow more by subtraction than by addition. So our growth is not a matter of accumulating more and better information, but a matter of letting go of our ego and "decreasing." Growth, paradoxically, (in spiritual terms) is not about increasing, but about decreasing. I must decrease, He must increase. (See Richard Rohr, Everything Belongs, 120-121.)

Tuesday, 30 May 2017

Inner Journey

Paul’s farewell discourse. (See today’s first reading.) He is going to Jerusalem. Remember Jesus’ journey. But this is not merely an outward journey: it is symbolic of an inner journey. The most difficult journey is an interior one. Paul …. discerns God’s will. Though people tell him not to go, he knows God’s inspiration.

Prayer, reflection, contemplation => the most important aspects of our religious life. Work and activities should not stifle our contemplative spirit. (Active contemplation.)

Contemplation = long, loving, lingering look at something. To see God in everything, in everyone. It is allowing the God in me to meet the God in the world. Allowing the divine to meet the divine the world. It is surrender. Not an action. It is a passion.

Prayer or contemplation is surrendering; not about saying or doing something. It is tuning into God’s presence, His active presence. It is allowing oneself to be moved by the Spirit.

As we prepare for the coming of the Spirit at Pentecost, let us allow God to work in us powerfully.

Thursday, 9 March 2017

Words of Fire

“The Lord God Almighty, said to me, I will make my words like a fire in your mouth.” (Jer 5:14)

Wednesday, 11 January 2017

With Differently Abled Children

It was a beautiful day today. I joined in the celebration of the first death anniversary of Francis’ brother-in-law. The family sponsored the meal for the mentally retarded children and other differently abled persons here at Podanur. It was an overwhelming experience. I could control my tears, but not others. God is our Father; God is their Father too. He takes care of them too. Just before lunch, the children prayed for us all, and kept a couple of minutes of silence for the deceased. "Give him eternal rest, O Lord. Be with all those children and all those people whom we met today."

Friday, 28 October 2016

Divisions

When divisions arise against my desire, I have to find the courage to live them as lovingly as I tried to prevent them. (Henri Nouwen)

Tuesday, 25 October 2016

Recognition of Darkness

Nouwen writes in Sabbatical Journey: "I feel lonely, depressed, and unmotivated. The same old pain that has been with me for many years and never seems to go completely away. I realize that my busyness is a way to keep my depression at bay. It doesn't work. I have to pray more. I know that I need to just sit in God's presence and show God all my darkness. But everything in me rebels against that. Still, I know it is the only way out."

Monday, 24 October 2016

A Bullet

The heroine (Alia Bhatt), with a gun in her hand, asks the hero (Randeep Hooda) in the movie Highway, "A bullet can kill only one person, right?" The hero removing the weapon from her hand says, "It kills two persons, the one who is shot at, and the one who shoots."

Sunday, 23 October 2016

The prayer of the humble pierces the clouds

The prayer of the humble pierces the clouds, and it will not rest until it reaches its goal; it will not desist until the Most High responds and does justice for the righteous. (Sir 35:21)

Saturday, 22 October 2016

Light of Forgiveness

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it enlarges your future. You can't rid darkness by means of darkness. You can't overcome evil with evil. You can't wage a war against war or terror. Violence is not the solution to violence. You can overcome evil only with good. The solution for war is forgiveness, fraternity, compassion, love. To dispel darkness you need to bring light in. "O Lord, in your light, we see light." Let the God in me see the God in the world; let the divine in me meet the divine in the world.

Friday, 21 October 2016

What should I focus on?

The way for us to be in this world is to focus on the spiritual life - our own as well as the spiritual life of each one of the people that we meet. All the rest pales before these "spiritual events," which will become part of our enduring search for the truth of life and the love of God. (Henri Nouwen, Sabbatical Journey.)

Thursday, 20 October 2016

“The Solitary Reaper” by William Wordsworth

“The Solitary Reaper” is a short lyrical ballad, composed of thirty-two lines and divided into four stanzas. As the title suggests, the poem is dominated by one main figure, a Highland girl standing alone in a field harvesting grain. The poem is written in the first person and can be classified as a pastoral, or a literary work describing a scene from country life. The eyewitness narration conveys the immediacy of personal experience, giving the reader the impression that the poet did not merely imagine the scene but actually lived it. However, Wordsworth’s sister, Dorothy, writes in her Recollections of a Tour in Scotland that the idea for “The Solitary Reaper” was inspired by an excerpt from Thomas Wilkinson’s manuscript Tours to the British Mountain: "Female who was reaping alone, she sang in Erse as she bended over her sickle, the sweetest human voice I ever heard. Her strains were tenderly melancholy."

“The Solitary Reaper” begins with the speaker (or it could be the author himself perhaps) asking the reader to “behold” the girl as she works in the field. The first stanza is a straightforward description of the scene. The girl is standing alone in the field, cutting grain, and singing a “melancholy strain (tune).” Wordsworth emphasizes the girl’s solitude by using words such as “single,” “solitary,” “by herself,” and “alone.” Solitaries are common figures in Wordsworth’s poetry and are usually surrounded by a natural environment. The act of reaping alone in the field binds the girl intimately to the earth. Also, as the girl sings and the melody fills the lonely valley, she becomes almost completely merged with nature.

The next two stanzas describe the speaker’s reaction to the maiden’s song. The words of the song are in a language unknown to him, but he remains transfixed by the melody, which seems to stretch the limits of time and space. He associates the sweetness of the reaper’s song with the beautiful cries of the nightingale and the cuckoo, both familiar images of transcendence in Romantic poetry. As he allows the song to engulf his consciousness, he envisions far-off places and times of long ago. His imagination transports him from the field in which he stands to the edge of infinity.

In the fourth stanza, the speaker abruptly shifts his attention from his musings to the scene before him. He continues to listen, but the transcendent moment is past. He again calls attention to the reaper, who is unaware of the speaker’s presence or the effect her song has had on him. As the speaker walks away from the field, the song fades from his hearing, but its plaintive (sad) melody echoes in his heart and his imagination.

Taken from: http://www.enotes.com/topics/solitary-reaper/in-depth, slightly edited.

Wednesday, 19 October 2016

Personal Encounter with the Lord

Life becomes an unbearable burden whenever we lose touch with the presence of a loving Saviour and see only hunger to be alleviated, injustice to be addressed, violence to be overcome, wars to be stopped, [problems to be solved, order to be achieved] and loneliness to be removed. All these are critical issues, and Christians must try to solve them; however, when our concern no longer flows from our personal encounter with the living Christ, we feel oppressive weight. (Nouwen)

Saturday, 15 October 2016

Jubilee and Provincial Community Day Celebrations

We had the Jubilee celebration of the Salesians of Guwahati Province, and also of the Provincial Community Day at Provincial House, Guwahati. I thank the Lord for these confreres, and for Fr V.M. Thomas, our Provincial. May God bless them all!

Monday, 10 October 2016

Enhancing Teacher Skills

The four-day course "Enhancing Teacher Skills: Effective Communication and English Language Skills for Better Teaching" began today at Don Bosco College, Tura. There are 31 participants for this course from all over the Garo Hills. It is basically an English improvement course desgined for teachers. We can see a lot of interest and enthusiasm in these teachers who want to learn the language well in order to teach better, and thus inspire their students.

Friday, 7 October 2016

Most worth telling...

I believe what is most worth telling is always what cannot be told.  (Gadamer, "Die Kunst, unrecht haben zu können: Gespräch mit dem Philosophen Hans-Georg Gadamer," Süddeutsche Zeitung 34 [1990] 16; quoted in Jean Grondin, Introduction to Philosophical Hermeneutics 166 n. 37.) What we say always mean more than is actually expressed. "A meaning, an intention always goes above and beyond what is actually captured in language, in words that reach others. An insatiable yearning for the right word – that is what constitutes the genuine life and nature of language." (Gadamer, "Grenzen der Sprache," 99; quoted in Grondin 123.)

Thursday, 6 October 2016

Consumerism = Consuming Desires?

The basic problem with consumer society is not that it makes us desire too much, but that it makes us desire too little. We are distracted from our true freedom. (Tony Kelly, Consuming Passions: Christianity and the Consumer Society [Sydney: Australian Catholic Bishops Conference, 1995] 11; quoted in Gallagher, Clashing Symbols: An Introduction to Faith and Culture, new and revised edition [London: Darton, Longman and Todd, 2003] 129.)

Wednesday, 5 October 2016

Youth Ministry

The current challenge in youth ministry is not religious but anthropological: it is about who they are becoming. This question of identity requires a prior critique of the manipulative images in the dominant culture. (Riccardo Tonelli, unpublished paper on youth ministry, European Symposium, Rome, May 1994;  quoted in Michael Paul Gallagher, Clashing Symbols: An Introduction to Faith and Culture, new and revised edition [London: Darton, Longman and Todd, 2003] 145.)

Tuesday, 27 September 2016

Cosmic Christ

Richard Rohr writes: Trinitarian theology offers us perhaps the best foundation for true interfaith dialogue and friendship we’ve ever had, because now Christians don’t have Jesus as our primary or only trump card. This makes mutual respect and intelligent dialogue with other religions easier and much more natural. Up to now, we’ve generally used Jesus in a competitive way instead of a cosmic way, and thus others hear our Gospel at a tribal, “Come join us—or else” level. This is a far cry from the Universal Christ of Colossians “who reconciles all things to himself . . . in heaven and on earth” (Colossians 1:20). In short, we made Jesus Christ into an exclusive savior instead of the totally inclusive savior he was meant to be. As my friend Brian McLaren likes to put it, “Jesus is the Way—he’s not standing in the way!”

Wednesday, 21 September 2016

Method of Philosophy

The method of philosophy is rational reflection. Philosophy starts with the experience of facts, events, or phenomena of matter, life and mind. In other words, philosophy employs not only data of sense but also data of consciousness. We can call this a generalised empirical method. (If natural and physical sciences use an empirical method consisting only of data of sense, philosophy uses a generalised empirical method that includes not just data of sense but also data of consciousness.) Philosophical method is not divorced from the world of our common experience, and so its method is empirical. Experience leads to a formulation of hypothesis, and a critical reflection and verification on it to give a satisfactory philosophical judgment. Here, verification does not mean an experiential verification by experiment or observation (as in the natural sciences). Philosophical verification should be consistent with the facts of experience; it must be able to harmonize the judgments of facts with judgments of values.

But what is a method? A method is a normative pattern of recurrent and related operations yielding cumulative and progressive results. It is not a recipe like for a cake or for making biriyani – yielding the same results again and again. Method is not a set of rules to be blindly followed. It is a framework for collaborative creativity.

Substance and Causality

Space, time, causality and substance are fundamental categories of knowledge. That is why a thing is defined as a substance existing somewhere in space and at a certain point of time having the power to produce changes in other things. Let us in this section try to understand what we mean by the notions of substance and causality.

Substance or Thing
(1) A substance or thing is that which is permanent in the midst of changes--that which remains essentially the same throughout all the successive changes of state which it undergoes in course of time, and sustains and holds these changes together, gives them a certain continuity, connection, and unity.

(2) A substance, regarded as a permanent entity amidst all changes, implies also the notion that it is a centre of effort, energy, and activity. For its permanence implies a continuous effort of self-assertion and self-preservation, which consists in resisting and overcoming the external forces acting upon it. By substances we mean the permanent principle of identity in the midst of change and difference. Qualities and activities exist in it.

(3) A substance has an essence and manifestations. Qualities are the manifestations of a substance. Without qualities it is a meaningless essence, just as qualities are meaningless without a substance.

(4) Things or substances have powers and capacities. They have powers of acting on other things. For instance, water can moisten the soil, fire can burn combustible things. Capacities are the passive, latent powers.

Descartes defines substance as what exits in itself and conceived by itself. For him, God is the absolute substance; mind and matter created by God are relative substances.

Causality
Cause and change are related notions. Why does a change happen? It is produced by its cause. Here we shall discuss only the notion of  causality. It shows that a cause produces an effect, and that a particular cause produces a particular effect. Cause, according to popular conception, can be thought of as a power or force which produces the effect. We are familiar with the dilemma, "Which came first, the chicken or the egg?" Here is an effort to understand the cause-effect relationship. From the very beginning, the investigation of the natural world consisted in the search for the relevant causes of a variety of natural phenomena.

Aristotle recognises four types of things that can be given in answer to a why-question:
(1) The material cause: “that out of which”, e.g., the bronze of a statue.
(2) The formal cause: “the form”, “the account of what-it-is-to-be”, e.g., the shape of a statue.
(3) The efficient cause: “the primary source of the change or rest”, e.g., the artisan, the art of bronze-casting the statue, the man who gives advice, the father of the child.
(4) The final cause: “the end, that for the sake of which a thing is done”, e.g., health is the end of walking, losing weight, purging, drugs, and surgical tools.

Causality, therefore, is the agency or efficacy that connects one process (the cause) with another process or state (the effect), where the first is understood to be partly responsible for the second, and the second is dependent on the first.

Tuesday, 20 September 2016

Space and Time

These notions are both puzzling and very interesting. To begin, let us define space as the ordered totality of concrete extensions and time as the ordered totality of concrete durations. (Space, time, causality and substance are fundamental categories of knowledge. That is why a thing is defined as a substance existing somewhere in space and at a certain point of time having the power to produce changes in other things.)

Space
It is characterised by relations like above, below, inside, outside, near, far, distance, here, there, right, left, in front, behind, etc. Space which is perceived is perceptual space; portions of space are perceived by means of vision, active touch, or movement. For example, our experience of the horizon of the sky as touching the ocean or the sea, or the convergence of a road or a highway are all perceptions of space. From the many perceptual spaces we may gradually frame a concept of space. It is perceived as shape, size, distance, etc. It is the ground of co-existence of things.

Therefore, we can say that the notion of space has the following characteristics:
(1) Space is one: particular spaces are all parts of one space.
(2) It is infinite.
(3) It is infinitely divisible.
(4) It is continuous.
(5) It has three dimensions: length, breadth, and depth or distance.
(6) Things exist in space.

Descartes identifies space with extension. It is not a real substance, but an attribute of matter. According to him, extension is the essence of matter.

Time
Now, let us discuss the notion of time. It is characterised by relations like now, then, soon, recently, long ago, today, after, etc. One can also think of time in connection with such questions as what is the time, what is the date, how soon, how long ago. On that basis one arrives at the Aristotelian definition that time is the number or measure determined by the successive equal stages of a local movement. It is a number when one answers three o'clock or January 26, 1969. It is a measure when one answers three years or 1969 years. One can push this line of thought further by asking whether there is just one time for the universe, or, on the other hand, there are many distinct times as there are distinct local movements. According to Einstein, there are as many standard times as there are inertial reference frames that are in relative motion.

Besides the above, there are other questions concerned with "now." Aristotle asked whether there is a succession of "nows" or just a single "now." It may be described as the meeting point of the immediate past and the immediate future; it emerges from the immediate past and grows/flows into the immediate future. It is not a mathematical instant but a duration filled with an event. There results what is called the psychological present, which is not an instant, a mathematical point, but a time-span, so that our experience of time is sometimes a "leisurely" now and sometimes a rapid succession of overlapping time-spans. The past is known by memory and the future is known by expectation. Only from such a perceptual time can we move to notion of time which is an ordered totality of concrete extensions.

The notion of time thus can be said to have the following characteristics:
(1) Time is one: particular times are all parts of one time.
(2) It is infinite.
(3) Time is also infinitely divisible.
(4) It is continuous.
(5) It has only one dimension. It is irreversible. The flow of time cannot be reversed.
(6) Time is filled with events. We cannot think of time apart from succession of events, outer or inner.

According to Henri Bergson, time is duration, or change, the continuous progress of the past which gnaws into the future. It is the vehicle of perceptual novelty. It is very heart of reality.

Sunday, 18 September 2016

We become what we behold!

We always become what we behold. We become what we eat; we become what we read; we become what we take in; we become what we see. I am now a part of what I am trying to see. It’s exactly the principle: We know by what we are. Our perceptions are nothing but the projections of my depth – both conscious and “unconscious” (=twilight consciousness). I see what I project on to reality. Potentially, everything in the universe becomes a mirror.

Saturday, 17 September 2016

The Village by the Sea by Anita Desai

The Village by the Sea is set in a small village called Thul, a village which is near to Alibagh. It is a story about the life of a family of six which consists of the parents and their four children; Lila, Hari, Kamal and Bela. Lila, the eldest child among four siblings, is thirteen years old, yet she already has the maturity of an adult. Lila’s family represents the typical lives of families in the small fishing village of Thul. While other children are fortunate enough to have parents or at least the fathers to go fishing and provide food for them, Lila’s siblings have to survive on their own since their mother is sick while their father has always been drunk. For that reason, Lila plays the role as the mother by doing the house work. Her brother Hari, just twelve, is the only person with whom she can share her troubles. He works in the field behind their hut.Their mother is ill and needs constant care and nursing. She is anaemic due to malnourishment and she grows weaker and weaker with each passing day. Their father, who has been out of work for months, is in a permanent drunken stupor. With two younger sisters to take care of as well as their mother, life for Lila and Hari is not easy. Their father is not very useful as he is often away at the local toddy shop, getting drunk. There is a constant need for money as the family is almost always in debt.

One day, Hari is being told by his good friend, Ramu that their fishing village is going to transform into an industrial place with many factories to be built. Since that, he keeps thinking about the idea that the factories would give the villagers new jobs. However, Hari is not sure about the idea since it seems to take long time for the transformation to happen that he should think of another way to earn a living. Then one day, Hari decides he has had just about enough and decides to leave for Bombay – the Bombay where dreams come true and ambition yields. Hari leaves for Mumbai secretly, leaving Lila the full responsibility to take care of the family. She is left alone to manage her sisters Bela and Kamal, as well as her mother, and somehow keep the family strings together. Help comes from an unexpected source, the rich de Silva's.

 There, Hari builds a strong friendship with Mr. Panwallah, the lovable watch repairer whose shop is just beside Jagu’s. Through his experience with Mr. Panwallah and Jagu and the chain of events that take place in Bombay, Hari realises that he should return to his village with savings and help his family overcome their hardships.

Meanwhile, in Bombay, Hari works at Sri Krishna Eating House owned by Jagu, a kind person, and he is also a watchman of the de Silva’s house in Bombay. Hari being new in the great city of Bombay, and all alone, Jagu takes pity on him and welcomes him to work in his restaurant. De Silva has a vacation house in Thul and he knows Hari since Hari used to help him to settle down in Thul. While working at the restaurant, Hari builds a good relationship with a watch mender, Mr. Panwallah who then teaches him watch mending. Hari acquires the skill that he manages to repair a watch of Mr. Panwallah’s customer and make money for that. Mr. Panwallah inspires Hari to learn the skill so that one day it could be useful for him to earn a better living.

Meanwhile, Lila and her sisters Bela and Kamal are doing well since the de Silva’s family come for summer vacation in Thul. They work for the family like Hari used to during his presence. Mr. de Silva is the one who sends their mother to the hospital in Alibagh when Lila asks for his help. Their father turns over a new leaf, and accompanies their mother throughout her seven month treatment without drinking and without having any debts. After that, a bird researcher Sayyid Ali replaces Mr. de Silva’s place to stay at the house but Lila and her sisters still continue their job at the house. 

It has been seven months since Hari left his village and it is right before Diwali that Hari goes back to Thul, surprising his sisters with the money he has earned. He eagerly tells them everything that has happened in Bombay and his dream of building better life for them in Thul. He plans to adapt with the transformation which is soon to take place by working on poultry farm first. His watch mending skill would make him money when the factories are built since people from town who wear watches will come and stay in Thul to work. Hari also has been told by Lila about their father’s change and their mother’s health condition. That year, their family celebrate Diwali much better than the previous years. Their mother has been discharged from the hospital and their father is not drinking anymore.

Anita Desai has explicitly described in her very own style of writing how Hari in the dilapidated conditions of the Sri Krishna Eating House finds warmth and affection through Mr Panwallah-owner and watchmender of the Ding-Dong watch shop. Mr Panwallah instills confidence in Hari and comforts him when he is terribly home sick. He even gives Hari a vivid and inspiring future and teaches him watchmending .This shows that even in one of the most busiest, rickety and ramshackled cities such as Bombay (now Mumbai) there is still hope, love and affection.

Friday, 16 September 2016

"The Relique" by John Donne

The Relique is a poem in which Donne makes fun of the superstitions attached to the 'purely' platonic ideas of love; he also manages to satirize the society's blind prohibition against the attachment between the sexes. (Satire = A poem or prose composition in which prevailing vices or follies are held up to ridicule or scorn; or a vein of such mockery found incidentally in many kinds of literary work, especially comic drama and fiction.) The persona addresses his beloved, with whom he has not yet been allowed to be intimate. They have only kissed out of the courtesy at meeting and parting, but not yet otherwise.

He has taken a strand of hair from the lady out of love; and he has bound it around his wrist. Now he imagines that after some centuries, when superstitious people dig up the grave in order to bury another dead body, they will find this strand of hair around his wrist (still not decayed!) and begin to make myths about it. The digger will interpret that the man (the speaker, when dead and dug up) had bound the strand of hair of his beloved so as to make it magically possible for him to meet his beloved (whose hair is magical). He will take that bone and hair to the king and the bishop and request them to declare the two as saints of love.

It is funny that the two have done nothing of the sort in reality. The speaker implicitly requests the lady not to worry because at least that kind of canonization might happen in the future. Those foolish people will regard the hair and bones as things for doing miracle by the lovers; to the man, however, the miracle is a different one. He does regard that his beloved is a real miracle. He is writing the present poem to tell the truth to those who will read and know the reality of those future times when people will make nonsense myths out of such incidents. In a sense, the poem is a satire on the superstitious ideas of love and magic, rather than believing in the actual contact and attachment between man and woman.

The 'relic' of the title refers to the hair and bone that people will declare relic out of superstitious belief. (A relic means 'a thing belonging to a person who is believed to possess saintly or magical power preserved for its religious or magical value'.) The poem is a pure product of fancy. The persona here comes close to being critical of the lady who seems to have allowed nothing more than formal kisses and a strand of hair a keepsake. We know that, physical contact, in Donne's philosophy of love, is essential even for spiritual love and physical contacts are not absent even from this admirable lyric. There is, to the man, first the bracelet of the beloved's hair tied round the lover's wrist, and thus uniting him physically as well as spiritually to her. Secondly, there are kisses which he could exchange. Further, the poet expressly states that a love which is purely spiritual is a miracle of nature, and not an ordinary human achievement. The lyric is based on a tension between spiritual and physical love and the tension is not resolved.

The poem is perhaps one of the most subtle and implicit works in Donne's corpus.

Sunday, 11 September 2016

Love and Failure

"If your only goal is to love, then there is no such thing as failure." (Richard Rohr)
Love doesn't expect the other to change; it changes you. Love changes everything.

Thursday, 1 September 2016

Heidegger's Existentialism

Existentialism has the basic tenet that existence precedes essence. Soren Kierkegaard is the father of existentialism.

Martin Heidegger (1889-1976) is one of the Big Four of the existentialists; the other three being Jean-Paul Sartre, Gabriel Marcel, and Karl Jaspers. Martin Heidegger was born in a devout Catholic family at Messkirch, Baden, Germany. He was so attached to his home soil, that he even refused lucrative offers at Bonn and Munich. At the age of seventeen, he read Franz Bentano's dissertation. This was one of his first awkward attempts to penetrate into philosophy. Bentano deals with the question "Ti to on" (What is being?) in this work.

In 1913 he completed his Ph.D. He then enlisted himself in the war though only for two months. Heidegger was a Greek scholary, an expert in medieval philosophy (especially Duns Scotus). He was also interested in mathematics.  In 1917 he was back in the army, then he married Elfride Petri. Between 1920 and 1923 he was assistant to Husserl in Freiburg. In 1927 he hastily published Being and Time, only to revise it in 1953. Heidegger succeeded Husserl in 1928, and became the Rector of the university in 1933.

One of the darkest and the most painful moments for many biographers is to deal with Heidegger's support of Adolf Hitler. Though his support of Hitler lasted only ten months, some can never forgive him that. Heidegger wouldn't dismiss the opposing professors in the university, he eventually resigned his post. In 1944 he was even sent to dig trenches by the same Nazi regime. After 1945 Heidegger retired.

Some of his notable friends were W.K. Heisenberg, Hannah Arendt, Rudolf Bultmann, and Viktor Frankl.

A major hurdle in understanding Heidegger would be his language - poetic, flowery, twisted, and even convoluted. Heidegger is difficult, often obscure. Even a fellow German would find him difficult. E.g., Die Welt weltet (= The world worlds); Things think; Blessing muses. Hannah Arendt calls him a "secret king of thought." Heidegger had an old eagle's mind.

Here we shall deal with the following four topics:
(a) Being
(b) Dasein: Understanding and Truth
(c) Being-in-the-World
(d) Authenticity

Being
Heidegger was concerned about the ontological question about the originary meaning of being and its main articulations. According to Heidegger, Nietzsche was the last great metaphysician of the West. He was pre-Socratic in his thought. In fact, Heidegger, along with Nietzsche, considers the pre-Socratic age as the golden age. The pre-Socratics, especially Parmenides, engaged in the study of Being, not beings. After that in the West, there has been a forgetfulness of Being. Heidegger says we have forgotten what it is to attend to Being, for we have lost our amazement at Being, our wonder. Being is a wonder, something wonderful, and yet we do not feel that wonder any more. Modern man does not understand the question of Being.

Therefore, true metaphysics should focus on existence, not existents or concretely existing things. Unfortunately in history we see metaphysics has been involved in distractions by abandoning the original quest to focus on Being, existence. (Let us not forget his attempt at understanding Franz Bentano's dissertation which dealt with the question "What is being?") So to correct this wrong approach, according to Heidegger, the conventional usage of words need to be broken.

Heidegger grew up not far from the centre of Black Forest and retained a deep love for earth and soil (Grund) of his native place.

We can never come upon pure existence as such.

Dasein: Understanding and Truth
Since Be-ing  (the to-be) does not manifest itself directly, we must settle for questioning it through a manifestation of it. This is best provided by the human person, der Mann. S/he is the best link between beings and Be-ing; s/he is the Dasein (there-to-be).

"Dasein" is a term coined by Heidegger. In German "da" means "there" and "sein" means "to be" or "Sein" means "being." So literally we can Dasein is "there-to-be." Dasein therefore signifies presence, thereness, thrownness.

The human person is the only being that questions Be-ing. S/he is Existenz; s/he ex-sists; s/he is the only being that has a greater role with regard to consciousness in this world.

The analytic of Dasein, therefore, is a central feature of Heidegger’s thought. Dasein becomes important because of its peculiar ontological structure. It is characteristically different from other entities, as it has an understanding of Being and can raise the question of Being. In other words, in its being, this being itself is an issue for it. Heidegger says that Dasein understands itself in its being. Another feature that distinguishes Dasein from other entities is the fact that it is a being-in-the-world. Dasein finds itself in the world, but in a very different way than other entities are in it. Dasein’s comporting to the world is different. It understands the world as a range of possibilities and it always has understood itself in terms of its possibilities.

This factor makes Dasein’s engagements with the world and its entities very different. It cannot escape from the world, as its facticity and throwness are inevitable and inescapable. But again, as mentioned above, its relationship with the world is also different. Unlike other entities it needs a world populated with entities for it to engage with.

Now, what is "understanding" for Heidegger? According to Heidegger, human understanding takes its direction from the fore-understanding deriving from its particular existential situation, and this fore-understanding stakes out the thematic framework and parameters of every interpretation. Rarely has anyone given much thought to the question of what this fore-structure is really “fore” to, and so (to put it awkwardly) the “wherefore” or “thereafter” of the fore-structure has remained for the most part in the dark. Forestructure is “fore” to assertion, if not language itself. Fore-structure means, then, that human Dasein is characterised by an interpretive tendency special to it that comes be-fore every statement. It has a fundamental character of care but very often concealed by the fact that propositional judgments tend to take centre stage.

For Heidegger, understanding should be divested itself of its purely "epistemic" character. Earlier, understanding had been understood as a theoretical intelligere that concerned itself with construing meaningful entities in an intelligible manner. But for Heidegger such epistemological understanding is secondary and derivative from a still more universal hermeneutical understanding. This understanding is "being at home with something" (sich auf etwas verstehen), which refers to a kind of understanding that is more like readiness or facility than knowledge. It is a "knowing one's way around." "To understand something" in this sense means to be equal to or master of it. This understanding is a mastery or an art. For instance, we understand how to get along with people, to care for things, to kill time, and so forth, without having any special knowledge at our disposal. This "practical" understanding Heidegger calls "existential" because it is a way of existing, a fundamental mode of being, by the power of which we deal with and try to find our way around in our world. This everyday understanding almost always remains implicit.

Being-in-the-World
A human individual is not solitary or alone, s/he is a being-in-the-world, i.e., s/he finds herself within a group of other men and women. Dasein is also "Mitsein" (being-with). Being in a group is always a mixed blessing - sometimes a blessing, sometimes a curse. That is, one could become one among the crowd, and abandon the quest. In other words, there is a possibility that instead of being der Mann, s/he could settle down to be an anonymous, impersonal "one," das Man. In other words, while Everydayness is the lived context of Dasein's being-in-the-world, ironically it also refers to the natural tendency of Dasein to conceal things, to regard them superficially often accepting what everyone say about them. This propensity of Dasein to dissipate itself in the crowd is expressed through Heidegger's notion of das Man (the 'They'). Das Man renders everything common, comparable, interchangeable. A levelling effect takes place; all that is unique and creative is stifled. A certain drive towards homogeneity takes place, which in turn encourages mediocrity and complacency. Because of Dasein's already constituted immersion in this they-self, Dasein automatically and unreflectively surrenders its own potentiality for being a true Self in order to dwell in tranquillized familiarity. In short, the they-self relieves Dasein of the burden of its own Being.

The human person therefore has two choices: either to take responsibility as der Mann (der Mann implies authentic Existenz) or surrender to anonymity and be lost in the crowed as das Man (das Man implies inauthentic Existenz). The former signifies personal conviction, the latter false security and assurance.

Sorge (concern, care) for the other is basic to man's being. According to Heidegger the very structure of Dasein's being is one of care. "Dasein's Being is care." Moreover, man is a care-taker, shepherd, and is thus open to Being. He has a vague notion of Being already. However hazy, he can develop and deepen this notion.

Throwness (Dasein's facticity) also implies finitude and abandonment. Being is therefore finite and temporal according to Heidegger. (Remember the title of his magnum opus: Being and Time.) This also signifies that man is destined for death, which creates an existential experience of Angst (dread). On the face of this experience, the human person has again two responses: to be authentic or to be inauthentic. Acceptance and recognition of his finitude is needed from the part of man. That is an authentic response.

Authenticity
It is Heidegger who is most instrumental in making the question of human authenticity prominent within and without philosophical circles. For Heidegger the importance of authenticity (conversio vitae) resides in the need to provide a foundation for fundamental ontology - the question of Being. We have already mentioned the dialectic of authenticity and inauthenticity in our discussion above. Authentic historicity is by overcoming such a dialectical relationship and thus bring to light the truth of human existence.

(Sources: Cyril Desbruslais, Western Philosophy Notes; Brian J. Braman, Meaning and Authenticity.)